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i'm such a fuking loser

i have done so great restricting from wed night till monday morning so I was all happy in my head. (150 cals a day) 
get to college at 11 am (monday) and my "FRIENDS" drag me to subway and get me a fuking subway melt witha cookie!!!!!
god i am so mad.
okay so i ate the cookie and the ham and turkey ( didnt eat the bread or the cheese)  still feel like an utter failure.


THEN!!! 
 i get home and i feel like shit and my head hurts (because i was thinking about the calories all day)

and my BOYFRIEND !! makes fajitas

i could die right now.
so yeah i'm a loser and now cant stop crying.

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